eternal nights and me

nothin will forgive me
fr wasting dis nites voluptousness
but wat den is greater
marauding its vanquished vanity through eyeballs
dat flicker and battle fr last signs of d nite's sky bliss
consolin each other in silence
or instead watchin its ominous stare
motionless
fuck u beautiful nite
ur ageing and ur dying
wat den is it in the ppl
behind dere veils
discussing in cahoots prosperity of their minds posterity
and homes infused with brief scent of gudness
and warmth of a supper and a breath and a body and two bodies
and so on and on and on
in lifes short and long
till dere graves turn cold and tombstone so jaded of time
wat is it in dem
fuck u too ppl
u gt no life
im alone
lonely ?
naah


somewhere in my alleyways narrow and hazy
all my hopes and dreams lay entangled
lazy too lazy
devoid
of hope and dissapointment
of courage and fear
of pride and ignominy
of integrity and corruptibility
of passion and chastity
empty and bared soul
i lie untanglin them

death did u know exists

did u knw death exists
outsides sepulchres
it exists in the commulative
slow death of the freedom
instant death of integrity

death exists in goodnesss
samaritan's death frm mercy and time
frm giving and from saving of death
death exists
it exists in wisdom
wisdom of judgement
wisdom of contemplation
wise man u killed too many
for in naive life hustles
death from love did u see
venomous mockery delivers
in love painless illusions
of the wanted and wants
and venomous mockery
delivers freedom from pain
death exists in freedom too
death from liberty, like a beast
,ferocious ,such a caanibal
hw many races did freedom consume
but ill tell ya the real freedom is unheard of
its a virgin ,unravished and gold
outside all space and thought
it rambles on

but of all d deaths the most eternal is death of the soul
cud u say wen and how does it die?
die frm itself
did u ever had a soul dat lived?
i didnt
i m too living and scared to die
make me lord souless ,wiseless, loveless and lonesome
deliver me wid pain, the elixir of life
and i shall never die
someday though ill ravish freedom
dat which is virgin !!!!!!!!!!!